It's a first time for me writing in English. Of course, not in general, I am saying it regarding the "free writing" - writing for my self, and posting it online for the public judgment. It has been already 6 years (actually today is an anniversary) since I left my "motherland", but I am still ashamed to speak in English to somebody, who I don't know well. And here I am "talking" to a crowd, yey! Thanks God, I couldn't see you'll, it's kind of easier. I may pretend, that I am talking to myself, which is a half truth, because IDK is somebody gonna read, what I am writing. But this is not a case: the most fabulous part is that I AM DOING IT.
There are so many things to say, so it's difficult to decide, where to start... Okay, let's figure it out.
On one side I am a very sociable person: I just can't live without people, I constantly need to talk to somebody, be around, but on the other hand, I can't make any friends. When I meet people first time, I always talk to much, super friendly, but after I feel myself awkward to contact them again. I don't want them think, that I am seeking for help or something, and I don't want to seem intruded, be like a third wheel. Thus, as a conclusion I have plenty of people, who I know by name, but there are no friends... Probably this is my main reason to start writing a blog.
In the US everything is different: smiles on the street, happy people, nice cars, luxury apartments. People think different: you, Americans, don't stuck on the problems, always living in current, not concentrating on the future & past. I am so-o jealous, I can't even relax. Even though I have been living in Austin for 6 years, I still always concentrate on what would happened next. And of course I always stop on the worst scenarios. But this is all lyrics. I want to change myself, it's my new year resolution: start thinking positively. Let's try.
Yesterday I went with my Junior Russian class to the Maze Room - it's a place where you stuck in one room as a group, and you need to find a way to escape. I was not in the room with the kiddos, I was watching them on the cameras. It was fun! If you love puzzles, you should defiantly go there. It took us 2 hours to get to the place, and 2 hours to go back to school. Anyway, kids loved the trip, and I am happy for them.
Yey, something positive!
I hope I won't give up & I'l continue writing. Way to go, Yuliya!
There are so many things to say, so it's difficult to decide, where to start... Okay, let's figure it out.
On one side I am a very sociable person: I just can't live without people, I constantly need to talk to somebody, be around, but on the other hand, I can't make any friends. When I meet people first time, I always talk to much, super friendly, but after I feel myself awkward to contact them again. I don't want them think, that I am seeking for help or something, and I don't want to seem intruded, be like a third wheel. Thus, as a conclusion I have plenty of people, who I know by name, but there are no friends... Probably this is my main reason to start writing a blog.
In the US everything is different: smiles on the street, happy people, nice cars, luxury apartments. People think different: you, Americans, don't stuck on the problems, always living in current, not concentrating on the future & past. I am so-o jealous, I can't even relax. Even though I have been living in Austin for 6 years, I still always concentrate on what would happened next. And of course I always stop on the worst scenarios. But this is all lyrics. I want to change myself, it's my new year resolution: start thinking positively. Let's try.
Yesterday I went with my Junior Russian class to the Maze Room - it's a place where you stuck in one room as a group, and you need to find a way to escape. I was not in the room with the kiddos, I was watching them on the cameras. It was fun! If you love puzzles, you should defiantly go there. It took us 2 hours to get to the place, and 2 hours to go back to school. Anyway, kids loved the trip, and I am happy for them.
Yey, something positive!
I hope I won't give up & I'l continue writing. Way to go, Yuliya!
